Before I Die

From the valley of the dead

I'm hearing every word you said
I'm trying to apologize
But I cant feel my feelings

 

Are you giving us some room to grow ?
Or digging us a deeper hole ?
You're killing any shred of hope
For us to believe in

 

"Dont change when its too late"

 

Maybe I said the right things wrong
My one last shot was too far gone
But if I can I swear that I
Will live for you before I die

 

Maybe I pushed you way too far
To pull you back from where you are
But if I can I swear that I
Will live for you before I die

 

I'm out here on my own
Im sick of being here alone
I know where I belong
But I cant find my way home

 

-Papa Roach Before I Die

Immortality

My life was grand.
My life was pure.
The beat of my heart
Matched the rhythm of my soul,
That is until it was taken away.
The glimmer in his eye,
The strength of his arms
Made me feel protected.
His hands grasped around my neck
And brought me close to his mouth.
There he exposed his teeth.
A sharp pain pricked my skin.
The warmth of my body left,
Leaving along with my soul.
I died.
No more heartbeat.
Only death
And with this came life.
My eyes ripped open
As I gasped for air.
Panic.
Then I saw him.
His green eyes assuring me
No more grief.
No more pain.
Only life.
"Hello darling. Welcome to immortality."

It's Just One of Those Days

Today is just one of those days where you don't want to hear the world. Today is the type of day where you just want to drown out all the background noise with music. Everything is annoying and irritating except the one thing that can never disappoint you; music. I don't know why today is one of those days. Nothing really went wrong. I am just glad that there is music and my favorite youtubers to help with this nasty taste in my mouth. I don't enjoy feeling this way, I wish it never came to visit.